Diary Room

[Rachelle Diamond]

Christine told me she would nominate Craig and Ika/Dan is she wins HoH and I believe her. The weird part was that Shilpa came to me afterwards and said that's what Christine was thinking too. And then she asked me if I'm considering not going after Christine now. Like wtf? Is she even trying to downplay her relationship with Christine anymore? It's so obvious. Shilpa needs to stop trying so hard in protecting Christine. Like I get you share a bond with her but don't make it so painfully obvious. Girl's gotta go.

[Rachelle Diamond]

Eww hate this hoh comp. Reminiscing about some of my convos with Sheila, The Legend.

Sheila Kennedy (5:32:33 PM):so you like any other reality tv shows besides survivor and big brother
Sheila Kennedy (5:35:02 PM):i watch american idol,americas got talent,the voice,dancing with the stars,u think u can dance,x factor,sing your face off,rise the wall,dance your ass off,singing bee,dont forget the lyrics

Sheila Kennedy (10:11:47 PM):hey i just wanted to drop in and say good luck on the hoh . i am so happy i bet u and we are a alliance that cant be stopped.:-) hoping u had a good day

#robbedgoddess

[Rachelle Diamond]

Spent the night bonding with Shilpa and Christine. Got to know them better. Deep questions (kinda). But ughhh it's gonna be so hard to evict Shilpa if the situation arises. That's why I hate getting too personal with players because it's harder to let them go.

Booooooooo

[Rachelle Diamond]

YESSSSSSSS

[Rachelle Diamond]

I'm gonna try and convince Ika to pawn herself lol. Wtf is wrong with me?

[Rachelle Diamond]

LOLOL I SUGGESTED BEING A PAWN TO IKA AND SHE'S NOT HAVING IT. SHE'S LIKE A COMPLETELY DIFFERENT PERSON. OMG IM SO DUMBBBB

[Rachelle Diamond]

Well no going back now, Ika has to go up. Her true colours are coming out. She's been name calling me to others all night. She's been threatening me too with "exposing my secrets." Bring it bitch. I ain't scurred.

[Rachelle Diamond]

Neda! You'll get your wish tomorrow!!

Feb 10, 2015 23:27:22 GMT -5 Neda said:

If you get nominated and in that nomination ceremony your game is bashed. Please post these ICONIC gifs! 

Imma post those^ after Ika "goes off" on me lmao

[Rachelle Diamond]

LOL what a clusterfuck night. All I can say is that I'm glad I'm safe this week. I've made my decision and I've chosen to be loyal to my final 3 with Craig and Dan. Everyone else can suck it. I may have overplayed things too much tonight trying to please everyone but oh well. Mistakes were made. It's just a game.

I knew I wanted to nominate Christine and Ika because I want to keep Dan safe. Not much to ask of right? I mean Ika is the worst competitor in the game, it's time she feels the heat of the block. I had this wonderful idea to convince her to be a pawn lol and then the true Ika came out. The giggles stopped. The lools stopped. No more smiles. She was just a straight up bitch. And I get that you don't want to be nominated, you don't want to be evicted but at least be civil about things. I told Christine I'd be nominating her and she was calm, cool and collected. Ika plays with her emotions. Without me, she'd be even more of a trainwreck than she is now.

Shilpa pushed for Dan and Christine but I know what she's trying to do. She knows that's the best way for Christine to stay which is what I want this week - but not at the expense of Dan. Ika and Shilpa could vote him out in that situation. Christine is disappointed that I'm nominating her because she would have kept me safe and I believe her. I just don't want to tell her my plans of booting Shilpa because I know how close they are.

Ika then thought it would be wise to threaten me. Saying that she would blow up my game and stuff. Puhlease. I didn't tell her anything that could truly mess up my game. She's the one who came to me about getting rid of Shilpa and I was smart not to mention Craig and Dan wanting the same so if she decides to post chat logs I already have that covered. I decided to tell Shilpa that Ika wants her gone LOL. I told her I was just going along with it. Next thing I know, Christine sends me a message Ika sent her about being pissed and wanting me to nominate Craig and Shilpa. PERFECT! Now I can show Shilpa and she'll know why I want to nominate Ika. I told Craig to go along with things and act stupid lol. I know he's upset I told Ika she was going up but he doesn't know that I'm close with her and things would be a lot worse I blindsided her.

I hope Shilpa believes that Ika is after her and I was just going along with it. I told her I was hesitant to tell her because I didn't want things to flip and them want Ika gone instead of Christine. Lol. I'm such a bad liar. I think I may have dodged a bullet though. Shilpa is really smart, I know she likely has some doubt about me now but that's alright. I just really want to win vetooooooo. If Ika wants to continue being a raging biotch then I may just save Christine should I win veto. She told me how she thinks Shilpa is trying to gain back her trust and stuff and she says that she trusts me the most. I kinda believe her too ughh.

I'm playing with fire this week but hopefully I can come out of it alive. People tell me what to do all the time and all I do is just sit and listen. Pretend to buy into their bullshit.


^See, I don't care.

[Rachelle Diamond]

I'm not done talking lol. Ika went invisible and went to Christine, Shilpa and Craig telling them how terrible I am lol. Bashing me hardcore. She told Christine she thinks I want to nominate her because she would use the veto on Christine. Obviously Christine would show me those messages because she wants to stay in the game. I played it off to Shilpa that I want Ika up so she uses the veto on herself and not Christine if she happens to win. Ika can be mad at me all she wants. I don't care. I'm basically ranting at this point lol.

[Rachelle Diamond]

Ika Wong 6:45 pm


Ika Wong 6:49 pm
sis were you at
have not talked to you all day

Ika Wong 7:03 pm
ok.. I feel you. sorry for last night if i hurt your feelings

LOL. SHE'S BIPOLAR OR SOMETHING I SWEAR. SHE'S FINE WITH STAGING A FIGHT NOW. IDGI. WTF IS THIS GAME!

[Rachelle Diamond]

Pretty sure I know who Ika is lol. I'm so nervous about this veto. I want to win it and make a big move and take out Shilpa. I know she'll rock the veto though. I've sucked in POVs so far lol. Whenever I'm HOH, I somehow mess up in veto - however so does my intended target (Drew, Ash) ... and then Christine ends up winning lol. At the very least, I'd prefer that trend to continue.

[Rachelle Diamond]

YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS!

[Rachelle Diamond]

My first veto win! Woo! Now comes the hard part :/ I'm going to save Christine and put up Shilpa. I've never truly betrayed an ally before so this is gonna be tough. We've grown so close throughout this game and have been working together since week 1 - however, she's just too good. She's a beast in competitions and since everyone in jury thinks she's running things, it'll be hard to convince otherwise.

Ika expects me to save her ... awk. The reason I'm saving Christine is because she's my back up plan if all else fails. I know she has a good chance at winning HoH next week with Shilpa out of the picture and I feel like she'd keep me safe. I want to try and avoid a Craig/Rachelle nomination scenario because I can't count on Dan to win veto and save one of us. I think Craig and Dan expect me to save Ika too so it'll take some convincing. No one knows how close Christine and I are so I've been continuing to butter her up with our "secret alliance."

I'm going to tell Ika that I want to make it seem like we don't like each other lol in the hopes that she'll believe me. I know she was pissed I nominated her and I wouldn't be surprised if she intends on targeting me now. She probably thinks she's masterminding Shilpa's eviction which is quite sad haha. I have a final 2 with everyone left in the game LOL.

[Rachelle Diamond]

Imma post those^ after Ika "goes off" on me lmao

Never mind lol