But I've got a blank space baby

[Shilpa Shetty]

Episode 01 Cast Ranking

1. Craig
2. Ivette
3. Drew
4. Christine
5. Rachelle
6. Chris
7. Ika
8. Hayden
9. Dan
10. Ash
11. Harry
12. Monet
13. Shiela
14. Nick
15. Jillian

[Shilpa Shetty]

Okay so another update!

Drew told me that he's MVP and that he was going to put up Hayden. This was, of course, after I made my nominations, so he had already submitted his MVP nomination and it couldn't be changed. Since Hayden approached me about a deal, I really wanted to keep him off but there was nothing I could do. I talked to Drew a bit about Hayden's chances, and he seemed like Hayden would probably stay over Nick/Jillian, since they haven't been around at all.

I loved the 12 hour deadline for the POV. I agree, this week should move quickly! I think I did pretty well with the POV. I was hoping it would be a little harder since I'm actually pretty good at word unscrambles, but I think I did well. I mean, I could have gone faster because I got a little messed up right at the start, but I do think I was pretty fast. I got 49 seconds, so that'll be competitive. But it's beatable! It would be cool (and kind of scary) to sweep week 1 though. But I don't mind. I don't really believe in throwing comps so it'll be what it is.

It's superrr late so I'm about to go pass out but hopefully I wake up to results... and a win!

[Shilpa Shetty]

Sheila Kennedy 6:03 pm
[Offline IM sent 11h and 6m ago] congrates on your hoh win

I should've nominated her...

[Shilpa Shetty]

[sarah]

i need a gif of that hairflip

[shir]

um... Jessie could have used an ally who clean sweeps. Thanks A LOT.

[Shilpa Shetty]

Feb 14, 2015 18:21:57 GMT -5 shir said:

um... Jessie could have used an ally who clean sweeps. Thanks A LOT.

Ugh, I was so tragically bad in that game.

[shir]

<3 who cares. we had fun!

[Heather]

OMG so sassy lmao <3 love you bb

[Shilpa Shetty]

Okay so I did my eviction vote in case of a tie thing, but this is gonna bump it out of the way, but just so you know I did vote

So update on the round. I talked around with people, but not a lot of people were around today. And that's understandable. It's Valentine's Day! But I got the vibe from most people that they didn't care about Hayden or Jillian, and so I shouldn't either.

And it sucks, because I like Hayden. We've PMed a little and I really wanted to help him get back into the game. And he still could! There are still holes in activity and if he came on AIM and killed it, he could totally get in with this cast. It's not too late. I just want to keep Hayden around because I didn't nominate him, and we have a deal. If on the off chance he/Jillian were to win HOH next week, I would feel very safe with Hayden, and very worried with Jillian. Jillian DID tell me to put her up, but like, that doesn't mean she won't put me up. I don't know, it's tough.

So yes, I did consider vetoing Hayden. Drew said he'd be fine with it, and he'd put up Harry who seems to be pretty checked out also. But Drew also seemed interested in getting rid of one of these two, and having Harry get removed like Nick did. Which I also get. It's not like Jillian and Hayden are sitting on AIM, warring for votes, and begging to stay. Jillian actually told me she wants to stay now, but she told me not to veto her, and Hayden didn't say anything to me about the veto. So like, why should I care so much about who stays/goes if the people I'm fighting for don't even care?

Even then, I'm still hoping Hayden will stay this week. I just see Hayden benefiting my game more than Jillian, but not enough to really fight for it. If people ask who to vote, I try to give off the vibe that I don't care. If they press me, I will say that I want Hayden to stay since Jillian asked to be put up. But then today I asked Sheila who she was evicting, and she said Hayden! And she didn't provide a reason or try to sugarcoat it or ask me what I wanted or anything. So I do want to figure out if something's going on, or if Sheila's just unaware and is voting for whoever she wants. If Hayden goes I won't really care and I'll be fine. I'm really making this more of a deal than it needs to be.

Something I need to address is the twist! Voting to save is a really cool concept and I'm excited, but nervous for it. I am most scared by the prospect of having two allies on the block, and having to choose between the two of them. That sucks! I mean, I know you have to do that when two of your allies are nominated with only two nominees. But this feels different. Maybe it's different because with only one vote to save, you're essentially saying that you'd be okay with those two other people being evicted. And people don't forget shit like that.

Okay it's late but potentially another update tomorrow? I don't know - I'm ready to get into next week!

[Shilpa Shetty]

Okay so I was just told by Ivette that Hayden's leaving. I don't care, I don't. In Big Brother, you have to pick your battles. And this isn't one I care about. But I care about the battle with Drew - it's on bitch.

I told Drew that I would prefer Hayden to stay if it were up to me, and then he went around the house and changed the vote. Scared of Hayden coming after you? Grow up, Drew. You've got bigger fish to worry about. Let's fight.

[Shilpa Shetty]

Conversation with me and Craig, in which I sow seeds of doubt about Drew. It's long but important!

SPOILER: Click to show

[You 5:08 PM say]: So what have you heard about eviction?
[Craig Phillips 5:09 PM says]: no one gives a shit haha
[Craig Phillips 5:09 PM says]: I voted Jillian but
[Craig Phillips 5:09 PM says]: no one is persuading me to change my mind
[Craig Phillips 5:09 PM says]: I think Drew is voting for Hayden, and that's as far as I got
[Craig Phillips 5:09 PM says]: I've been a little busy this eviction day
[You 5:11 PM say]: Oh got it
[You 5:11 PM say]: I've been busy too so I get it
[You 5:11 PM say]: Plus it's not like jill or hayden care a lot lol
[Craig Phillips 5:12 PM says]: exactly haha
[You 5:12 PM say]: But something that struck me as odd was drew
[Craig Phillips 5:12 PM says]: What was odd?
[You 5:12 PM say]: Because yesterday he asked me what I wanted
[You 5:12 PM say]: And I said I didn't care
[You 5:12 PM say]: And then he was like "but it's your call"
[You 5:13 PM say]: And I said if I had to pick I'd evict jillian because she asked to go on the block
[You 5:13 PM say]: And he said that was fine
[You 5:13 PM say]: And then today I heard he rallied votes for hayden to go
[Craig Phillips 5:13 PM says]: oooh so he told you he's voting Jillian but told me he's voting Hayden?
[Craig Phillips 5:13 PM says]: wait what?
[You 5:13 PM say]: Yeah lol
[You 5:14 PM say]: I was like wtf?
[Craig Phillips 5:14 PM says]: wat why would you rally
[You 5:14 PM say]: Like I don't care at alllll
[You 5:14 PM say]: Ik
[You 5:14 PM say]: These two suck haha
[Craig Phillips 5:14 PM says]: So he's trying to save Jillian basically
[You 5:14 PM say]: I guess?
[You 5:14 PM say]: That was the vibe I got
[Craig Phillips 5:15 PM says]: shiet why didn't he come for my vote D:
[You 5:15 PM say]: Idk I don't want to make a big deal out of nothing but I mean maybe he's afraid hayden would come after him?
[Craig Phillips 5:15 PM says]: Do you know whose votes he got?
[You 5:15 PM say]: Ivette
[You 5:15 PM say]: Shes the one that told me
[Craig Phillips 5:15 PM says]: yeah maybe, I guess
[You 5:15 PM say]: And she said that jill js probably staying
[Craig Phillips 5:15 PM says]: oooh OK, yeah that's funky
[You 5:15 PM say]: I mean I like drew
[You 5:16 PM say]: But i just kinda saw it as overplaying
[Craig Phillips 5:16 PM says]: I do too but like, cmon let easy rounds be easy rounds
[Craig Phillips 5:16 PM says]: exactly
[You 5:16 PM say]: When I wanted a really easy week
[You 5:16 PM say]: Yeah
[Craig Phillips 5:16 PM says]: and he didn't come for my vote at all so if his crusade works then it shows where I stand
[You 5:16 PM say]: I tried to make this week "fun and active people get to stay"
[You 5:16 PM say]: And I hope I did thst at least
[Craig Phillips 5:16 PM says]: Well I mean, you did what you could really
[Craig Phillips 5:17 PM says]: shit should I change my vote?
[You 5:18 PM say]: If you want!
[You 5:18 PM say]: Totally up to you
[You 5:18 PM say]: I'm not gonna make a deal out of this
[You 5:18 PM say]: Or talk about it to others
[You 5:18 PM say]: I just wanted you and I to know
[Craig Phillips 5:19 PM says]: Thank you, I appreciate it
[You 5:19 PM say]: Cuz you're my #1 obviously and I want us to be able to compare notes completely transparently
[Craig Phillips 5:19 PM says]: Exactly
[Craig Phillips 5:19 PM says]: because that is really scummy
[You 5:19 PM say]: Mhmm
[You 5:19 PM say]: But everyone loves drew
[Craig Phillips 5:19 PM says]: he came to me and we compared votes but he didn't pursue mine at all
[Craig Phillips 5:19 PM says]: he probably figured he had the votes
[You 5:19 PM say]: And I do too, he's really fun
[You 5:19 PM say]: But this was a red flag to me
[Craig Phillips 5:20 PM says]: I mean he's pursuing what he wants
[Craig Phillips 5:20 PM says]: and not using us to get there
[Craig Phillips 5:20 PM says]: I dunno, I agree though
[Craig Phillips 5:20 PM says]: like I'm mostly just dissapointed he didn't come to me at all about it
[You 5:20 PM say]: Yeah :/
[You 5:20 PM say]: Same
[Craig Phillips 5:20 PM says]: I told him I didn't care and he still didn't even say 'then vote hayden yolo'
[You 5:20 PM say]: I was sooo open to evicting whoever
[You 5:20 PM say]: Not that I have a vote lol
[Craig Phillips 5:21 PM says]: you didn't mind who left basically
[Craig Phillips 5:21 PM says]: yeah shit, I'll talk to some people about it
[Craig Phillips 5:21 PM says]: not liking being excluded though
[You 5:21 PM say]: Haha me neither
[You 5:21 PM say]: I don't think people are around a lot this weekend
[You 5:22 PM say]: So I'm not trying to read too into it
[You 5:22 PM say]: But its something to keep in the back of our minds
[You 5:22 PM say]: Drew won mvp for a reason lol
[Craig Phillips 5:22 PM says]: yeah shit really
[Craig Phillips 5:22 PM says]: he told you about it too? he told me, I'm guessing he told everyone though
[Craig Phillips 5:23 PM says]: probably to 'buy respect' or whatever, 'buy allies'
[Craig Phillips 5:23 PM says]: yah the games starting for real now I guess
[You 5:23 PM say]: He told like everyone I think lol
[You 5:23 PM say]: Ivette knew
[You 5:24 PM say]: Idk we have a few more easy weeks I think
[Craig Phillips 5:24 PM says]: honestly? if we get to the bottom of this and he's like planning something around us
[Craig Phillips 5:24 PM says]: and we happen across HoH or MVP in the near future
[Craig Phillips 5:24 PM says]: I wouldn't want to exactly sit on it
[Craig Phillips 5:24 PM says]: but only if we know Drew is continuing his scummy ways
[You 5:25 PM say]: I agree completely
[You 5:25 PM say]: Get before you get got
[Craig Phillips 5:25 PM says]: Exactly
[You 5:25 PM say]: But I don't want to make a big deal yet
[You 5:25 PM say]: I just want us aware
[Craig Phillips 5:25 PM says]: yeah definitely
[Craig Phillips 5:25 PM says]: you can just act like you didn't care who left, because you didn't
[You 5:25 PM say]: Hopefully ivette will keep me in the loop
[Craig Phillips 5:25 PM says]: and I can just assume that it was circumstantial that most people voted Hayden
[You 5:25 PM say]: Yeah
[Craig Phillips 5:25 PM says]: and we can stay oblivious
[You 5:25 PM say]: Play dumb
[You 5:25 PM say]: Mhmmmm
[Craig Phillips 5:25 PM says]: exactly
[You 5:26 PM say]: I think we're on the exact same page
[Craig Phillips 5:26 PM says]: I'm ticked just like you, like my vote is just as important as everyone elses!
[Craig Phillips 5:26 PM says]: same with my opinions
[Craig Phillips 5:26 PM says]: so hopefully this doesn't dictate the future rounds

Result: Success.

[Shilpa Shetty]

Kat 

[Shilpa Shetty]

Feb 15, 2015 20:42:10 GMT -5 Jillian said:

So this will be taking place over AIM?

This will be hard for her, since she doesn't know what AIM is!

[Shilpa Shetty]

Sheila Kennedy 10:37 pm
good about to start the challenge
Shilpa Shetty 10:37 pm
oh good luck! let me know when you're done :-)
Sheila Kennedy 10:37 pm
ok
Sheila Kennedy 10:41 pm
ill let u know
Sheila Kennedy 11:03 pm
on number 9

Phew! I was getting worried.