Episode #3 Diary Rooms

[christine]

So Christopher has been getting in my head a lot recently. He seems to think that there's a core four alliance of Shilpa, Drew, Craig and Rachelle... and I honestly feel like that could very well be true.

No group alliance has been formed with me yet which makes me think these people truly are lying to me. Drew has been trying to make an alliance with Dan, Ash and I... which I find very suspicious. I truly do think he's protecting his own ass and trying to make it seem like it's a better idea for him and I to work with less threatening people because he already has an alliance with the core four. It just seems really out of sorts to me.

And then Shilpa doesn't seem concerned in trying to make an alliance either...

So that has me thinking that there's already a group alliance established that I'm not apart of.

As it stands now I trust Christopher the most... but I'm not going to let on that I'm doubting Shilpa and Drew at all. I'm just starting to feel really defeated because I thought I was in such a good position. I thought I'd know more about exactly what's going on in the game than I do.

[christine]

This could potentially be a big round. There's a plan in the 9-person alliance to split the votes between Craig and Monet. Since Craig and Monet are both nominated and Drew is HOH that leaves 6 votes to split. 3 for Craig and 3 for Monet. That means if Christopher can get Ash on board to save Sheila we could potentially blindside Craig or Money depending on who is supposed to have my vote to save. Ideally I'd like to get rid of Craig. He is a good social player, he is very well-liked by a lot of people, and for some reason he never talks to me. I find it incredibly difficult to have a conversation with him which is why I was so surprised to find that people loved him.

But of course with every great plan there arise a few issues...

I've been divulging more information to Christopher. I told him about the 9 person alliance and how this could potentially be a good round to get rid of Craig. But now... what does Christopher do but go and tell Craig he knows there's a huge alliance he's not apart of while the only people online are myself, Ivette, Ash, Craig, and Drew (who is on busy)... hmmm... I wonder who could have told Christopher that information? I feel like my cover is being blown over the silliest things. So now we're going to have to see exactly what goes down in the next few hours to see exactly what I should do.

I feel like at this point it will be incredibly obvious that I'm the person who would be the vote that got Craig out... so that scares me a little bit. But I'm also incredibly paranoid of a core alliance happening that I'm not apart of. It would be worth it at this point to get rid of Craig and have my cover blown if it's just going to end in me getting voted out at a later time anyways.

I may have played too hard too soon, but the thing about Big Brother is things change round to round. Even IF my cover is blown at this point, it doesn't mean I'm down and out.

[christine]

People are absolutely going to start catching on that it was me who told Christopher, which completely sucks. He claims it was a huge master plan of his... to create chaos and distrust in the 9. But honestly, the only thing it's doing now is cementing his and my position as the next boots. I'm trying to be as convincing as I can... but it's difficult to do. People have kind of started not talking to me already. I was in the middle of talking group alliance with Shilpa as Christopher told her about the 9 and it hasn't been brought up again.

[christine]

Okay, this might work out... I've created an alliance with Shilpa and Drew. We are trying to think of a fourth to add. I know in the past I've been shaky in my trust with them, but I think it's my only option at this point.

Also, Chris totally shot himself in the foot. He acted like a complete dictator. He could've used the information to his advantage so much better.

Drew also thinks that he might be the one to have leaked the intel. He told Ash about the group chat a while ago, and so he thinks Ash may have leaked the information. But he also seems to want to believe Ash.

Fingers crossed this works out better than I hoped.

[christine]

I present to you, the 3 Little Pigs...

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